Me. And life.

[Eric]

I can post blogs here because it is my escape. An escape without regretting it the next morning because my real friends aren't reading it. And I need to speak my mind because I'm going crazy. Am I crying like a little bitch right now? yes.

I would think my life is going good. Tonight I went to the club and saw a lot of famous people...Diddy...Big Tigger...Lil Wayne...etc. But am I happy? no. Am I drunk? sort of.

I hate everything about me. I am sick and have been for two weeks. I've done nothing about it because I don't like doctors. And I'm also lazy which is why I don't have health insurance too. Because I never filled out the papers. and now I need it bc it is expensive for a doctor visit. I know I need to go to the dentist because I am well over due but the dentist I go to always makes me feel like shit.

I speak my mind too much without thinking. It gets me in trouble. I dont like drama AT ALL. If I want to call sigh out on something bc he is lying,...I regret it right away bc I dont like to fight with people. And I dont dislike anyone. True story.

My head hurts a lot.

A girl pulled me by my tie tonight, kissed me on the cheek and dragged me over to dance with her and I made no moves at all. I am pathetic.

And people on this board hate me because I am washed up and offer nothing new anymore. I dont want to be that guy anymore. I just want to be here and talk to people thats it. ok? I wish you all would like me again (except the people I hate).

AND the only female on here that I talk to hates me because I am an "asshole", a "liar", and any other bad thing to be said probably because some fucking loser on this board said shit that isn't true and you need to shut your mother fuckin mouth because you're full of shit. Fuck you and say it in public.

Bye.

PS: Who here actually has a life?
Big Easy
Rukas
Sofi
Sicc
Carmi

Add your name if you've turned a door knob in the last month.

 

[Farzin]

What's a life? Where do i buy it?

 

[ill-matic]

What's a life? Where do i buy it?

you cant afford it

do your thing eric. you dont have to be the class clown. this isnt high school, so say what you want to say.

 

[S O F I]

My hairstylist makes me feel bad because I feel like he's angry that my hairstyle is outdated and that he has to cut it that way.

 

[Stred]

stred!!

p.s i havn't been here for a while, but i think your a funny guy and i enjoy reading your posts!! so stop being so down on yourself

 

[Tha_Wood]

i turned a door knob in the last month so i guess i have a life. who are the people you hate?

 

[Casey]

Casey Rain can be added to your list. Last night I ripped it at a club with my cousin on the decks and me on the mic, we haven't dropped any sets like that in a while since we've been touring with the band. We dropped a few classics of ours, some new joints in the set all mixed up with some Jigga, Collie Buddz, and some new bhangra tracks. It was sick.

Then we went down the street to another club which is owned by an old friend of my cousin's. All the football (soccer) players were there, it's a celebrity hang out and there was a big game yesterday. So had another few beers there before we headed home, got back around 4.30.

A good night.

 

[tHuG $TyLe]

I've always liked you Easy..

 

[Rukas]

Cheer up Eric, you're one of my fav people on here (no homo), and probably the only other person apart from me SicC doesnt hate hehe.

Life has its ups and downs. If youre not happy you need to set yourself realistic and positive goals that will result in things that make you happy.

And I have to apologize, because we all wanted you to be "that guy" and never really stopped to think what you wanted. If youve out grown the jokes and just want to be a good poster, great, we still like you.

Maybe its time for a name change and a clean slate?

 

[Casey]

probably the only other person apart from me SicC doesnt hate hehe.

ahem....

 

[Duke]

C'mon, Huffy, you know we wub you. You're just a tad drunk and tired and that adds up to a little depression.

Tell you what, next wednesday after group sex, I'll take you out for ice cream. :thumb:

 

[dillaxx]

hey, i had a sober weekend and i had time to contemplate alot of stuff..... and yeah i kinda felt the same... like, what the hell are you doing? what are your priorities? i couldnt answer, so i felt even worse... not to mention auburn lost to LSU.... fucking asshole cornerback didnt look over his fucking shoulder... coulda batted it away..

 

[Synful*Luv]

I have a life.


But Eric sounds to me like you're just growing up and trying to find meaning. We all have either been there or will end up there. Nothing wrong with you at all, you're just stumbling around trying to make sense of it all. You're bored with the old... so try exploring something new that makes YOU happy.

If you need a place to get away and relax... come to Chicago. hhehehehe

 

[Eric]

And I have to apologize, because we all wanted you to be "that guy" and never really stopped to think what you wanted. If youve out grown the jokes and just want to be a good poster, great, we still like you.

Maybe its time for a name change and a clean slate?

Nah, it's not you. It's people in general. As for the second part, I had actually been thinking that for awhile. Can I just be 'Eric'?

 

[Eric]

If you need a place to get away and relax... come to Chicago. hhehehehe

How come you don't talk to me????

 

[masta247]

I'm sure most people here have interesting lifes and there's nobody who has "more life" than anybody else here.
We don't have serious nerds here I think.

You see.. Rukas does his thing, Militant does his, Sigh does his thing but on the other hand there are people studying, learning different things, practicing whatever they like and enjoying their interests or working all the time, meeting with their friends whenever they find some time.
For example I barely find any time to post here.
I study at school, regularry practice few different sports (now perfecting my swimming, running and "soccer" but I'm also looking for a good martial arts school and trying to find some time to practice) learn 4 different languages, doing everything to know what I want to do in life and doing everything to get to the school I want to go in the future so I don't see how somebody could do more and I'm sure most other people here also think similar way doing their own thing.
You can't say there are only few people with "life" here.
I agree, when I was younger I spent all the time hanging out with friends, drinking, smoking and working to affoard that and doing nothing important really, I enjoyed it at that time and in some kind of way I had a life too, I enjoyed it.

But yeah sometimes I feel really depressed too. I'm searching for a place for me I cannot find.

 

[Preach]

If you.... come to Norway, sure, you can stay with me.

Like that's ever gonna happen

 

[Synful*Luv]

How come you don't talk to me????

No clue, i've tried to start conversations before in the past... you've always tended to ignore me. We can start now

 

[tHuG $TyLe]

I'm sure most people here have interesting lifes and there's nobody who has "more life" than anybody else here.
We don't have serious nerds here I think.

You see.. Rukas does his thing, Militant does his, Sigh does his thing but on the other hand there are people studying, learning different things, practicing whatever they like and enjoying their interests or working all the time, meeting with their friends whenever they find some time.
For example I barely find any time to post here.
I study at school, regularry practice few different sports (now perfecting my swimming, running and "soccer" but I'm also looking for a good martial arts school and trying to find some time to practice) learn 4 different languages, doing everything to know what I want to do in life and doing everything to get to the school I want to go in the future so I don't see how somebody could do more and I'm sure most other people here also think similar way doing their own thing.
You can't say there are only few people with "life" here.
I agree, when I was younger I spent all the time hanging out with friends, drinking, smoking and working to affoard that and doing nothing important really, I enjoyed it at that time and in some kind of way I had a life too, I enjoyed it.

But yeah sometimes I feel really depressed too. I'm searching for a place for me I cannot find.

Good post.

I agree with the last paragraph.

 

[Jokerman]

I know, why don't you call yourself 2Pac_is_UTEOT?