A lotta things man...
I was going on a vacation to ma cousins in ma hometown Chicago last summer, they live in tha hood and they didnt know when I was coming, so I had to go there by maself, and I never been on tha northside before.. First I got on a train for free, then this bussdriver(CTT) took me on his buss for free, and drove me to a station and told me how to get to tha station closest to tha address I was given. And walking about 15 blocks in tha hood, thru a park, in tha most dangerous place around Howard Street (if u know where it is) there was not a gangsta outside, not in tha park, nowhere in tha streets..
About two days later I was walking home from tha park with ma cousin C.I when some gangstas hit me in tha back of my head, they didn't do anything else so I axed wat tha fuck they wanted... They ignored me and let me and ma cousin go, then after about 5 mins they jumped us, I was bleeding on tha back of ma head.. then when I tried to fight back they put a gun to my face, all they wanted tho was ma cap... they took it and ran off...
A lotta other things convinced me that God exsists.. So it ain't even no doubt..